When you give me one more taste
It's ten-fold that I adjure you
Please forgive me for my honesty
And embrace this newfound gluttony
The past has now become itself
I can't deny you burning inside
So let's fuse ourselves together
And fall victim to one another
My heart is giving donations
Accept another token as you go
Tread me with caution and remember this
As my heart becomes your home
What can I say to make sense of this?
What can I say that hasn't already been said?
Speechless, all is still.
What I'd give to turn back the clock
Anything to change this fate
All the opportunities gone to waste
All your potential has been displaced
In this life, all we have is one another
All that's left is what you've given me
I shall hold you in my heart
(You are with me still)
I shall hold you in my heart always.
For I shall bear this guilt forever
In this life, all we have is one another
All that's left is what you've given me
I shall hold you in my heart
(You are with me still)
Now and always.
I would trade my life for yours.
Now golden petals fall from the trees
As the sky begins to weep
From the ashes you'll rise
We're only a lifetime away
In darkness I wait
as the fragments slip through my hands...
Hangman
lyrics: Shapiro. music: Hall, Allen, Rosbury, Belliveau.
This is for every bullet that you've left lodged in my chest
And this is for every promise I believed when I should have second guessed
This is for all the trust that I ever wasted on you
This is my goodbye to say that we're through
See me and know me for who I once was
That light burns inside me no more
See through the grief that I've made with my flaws
I have no heart anymore
See through to the
end
of
my
war
You are the knife that bleeds me time and time again
You are the coffin that I'll soon find myself in
You are the amphetamines forcing my heart to beat
You are the very reason I accept my perpetual defeat.
You always wanted me to write you a song, I hope you know I kept my word
You're like a disease in me for which there is no cure
And I've let time deceive me, thinking you were my only hope
A game where I play the hanging man, and you get to play the rope
You've made me cry, you've made me sigh, yet I always stood right by your side
To think that I'd still love you, knowing one day you'd leave me to die
Sure enough that day came and went, and as I lie here beseeching the sky
Unable to lift the burden of my own regret, always questioning why.
Bleach out this heart of mine until I feel no more.
...And hopelessness consumes me again
as your face fades from my memory
See me and know me for who I once was
That light burns inside me no more
See through the grief that I've made with my flaws
I have no heart anymore
See through to the
end
of
my
war
With warmest regards I bid you farewell.
And you are cordially
invited
to witness
my downfall
I have no heart anymore
I have no heart anymore
I have no heart anymore
I have no heart.
Most People Just Die
lyrics: Shapiro/Rosbury. music: Belliveau, Hall, Rosbury, Allen.
When she fucked you
Did she say she loved you too?
When she fucks you
Does she say she loves you too?
When I sleep at night you're gone
But every night I see your face
When I sleep at night you're gone
But every night I dream of dying
Most people just die before they endure what I have survived
Most people just fucking die.
You fucking parasite
Drink until these veins run dry
You fucking parasite
Gaze upon me with cataract eyes
you fucking parasite
Here's my heart
Served cold, I'll heat it up
If you just push start
I'll give you the knife if you promise to cut
Pull it in
Push it in
Fuck me in the heart
When I sleep at night you're gone
But every night I see your face
When I sleep at night you're gone
But every night I dream of dying
Most people just die before they endure what I have survived
Most people just fucking die.
When she fucked you
Did she say she loved you too?
When she fucks you
Does she say she loves you too?
So sweet, so sweet you're not
Every kiss I spit back in your face
For I taste blood on your lips
It seeps from my skin; It's my disgrace
Just because this is suicide
Doesn't mean that you didn't kill me
I'll rip these bad parts out of me
I'll cut away each and every memory right out of my skull
I'll gouge away at all the shame that you left me with
I'll tear you out of me
Only Assholes Play Grindcore
lyrics: Shapiro. music: Shapiro.
You fucking asshole.
Only assholes play grindcore.
blah blah blah
grrrrrrrr
You still suck.
Pit Maneuver
lyrics: Shapiro. music: Hall, Belliveau, Allen, Rosbury.
Among the restlessness
We see the wasted breath
Youth squandered on the young
Drunk on our own regrets
Compassion may one day prevail
Silence the storms in our chests
Until then, I face each demon on my own
Embrace this life
before it's time to rest
Taste life for this day
for soon it shall end
It's been said before
Our time is now
No more lamenting for yesterday
No more opportunities to cast down
As the
hours melt away
you're still
caught in the same place
Complaining about
what the world owes you when all you're left with is what you gave
All you're left with is what you gave
And I will carry on until the road has claimed my bones
I'll be there to watch it all end
Just running this closed circuit course
Marked with the graves from those before
It doesn't make much sense
Please let there be a way out of here
Out of my grasp, yet I shall never stop reaching
And I will carry on until the road has claimed my bones
Until the bitter end.
Just try and hold us back
Just try and hold us back
Just try and hold us back
Just try and hold us back
You'll never hold us back
Life can't end here
They never said it would be so unfair (so unfair)
They never said it would be like this (like this)
Build up these walls of anger until
you can no longer stand yourself inside.
You know they've won
When you're just like them
You know they've won
When you're just like them
I won't be like them
I won't give in...
I'll never let them win
I'll never give in
Taste life for this day
For Death's not far
behind you
We live.
Then we decay.
There's no such thing...
There's no such thing
as impossibility anymore.
There's no such thing...
transcend impossibility
Sea of Razors
lyrics: Shapiro. music: Belliveau, Hall, Rosbury, Allen.
She used to seem so innocent
I used to think she was harmless
Dressed for disaster
White knuckles, blackhearted.
Caring about you was like swimming in a sea of razors
I've lied to myself so much that I've become a stranger
(Damned if I don't
Revile in the face of failure)
Call on me... (call on me)
For the touch of my pale heart to yours
Share with me... (share with me)
The pleasure of your suffering (suffering)
CRUSHED!
under the weight of this cross I bear
look into my eyes, you'll see there's nothing there.
CRUSHED!
under the weight of this cross I bear
She was a hurricane
Faster than the pulse of a
palpitating city
Doom being the name
of the whore she rode in on
(Bitterness consumes the bloody wake)
Aftermath:
Ships left sinking in the horizon,
I let her ghost become a memory
I'm haunted
and left sickened
by the taste of
FUCKING FAILURE
every time don't we swear
it won't happen again
Shatter the synapse
Split at the seams
We're being eaten alive
By this sweet disease
Loveless, I crawl back inside myself tonight
LET THE LYING LOVERS DIE TONIGHT
As fast as the curse falls from my tongue
So shall you face consequence for what you've done
As I dissect every second of this
Each moment an eternity in the abyss
Dead Girls Can't Smile
lyrics: Shapiro. music: Belliveau, Hall, Allen, Rosbury.
Excuse me, but my face is up here.
I climbed the highest spinal column I could find
and hung myself on her heartstrings
The story should have ended there, but...
The whiskey's been doing the talking for quite some time now
But I meant it when I said:
Don't ever touch me;
You don't know where I've been
So pardon me for venting
Because I'm still in denial that nobody cares
Our feelings only complicate the fact
That life can be very easily broken down to a simple if/then statement
Sometimes, when it gets cold
I try to forget where the river goes
Flowing rich with
Tormented souls
Behind the falls
Cascading with pain
A body full of bullet holes
Behold the corpse of hope
I feel it take hold
I feel I'm losing control
This is malice
This is why I'm on fire
You're going underground tonight.
You get the best seats in the house.
How's the dirt down there?
I see why you only (kill) (fight) (fuck) trust yourself.
At least you'll die beautiful